Running East
towards the west coast of England. We’re running castle to castle again come February. But still a long way to […]
The Wisdom of Old Men, And
After a glass of wine, my inner critic no longer tells me I need to get the answers right.
After a glass of wine, she actually sounds a lot like Dorothy Parker - 'cause when she's tipsy she sides with me, and turns on everyone else.
Poets Who Get Lonely
I am the imaginative version of Emilie Dickinson - shouting from the top of the stairs. Genuinely happy for any company, desperately suspicious. Scared.
Winter’s Syncopation
I guess things don't always come as cleanly as the seasons on the calendar. The goddesses keep their own schedules. Rhythms. Deliberately syncopated.
Taking Off The Bear Suit
I have been walking so softly - for almost half my life now - that I am a brittle presence in the world. So obsessed with belonging, with not belonging, that I've sprouted protection. "Don't touch me." All the while sending little coded messages into the world, in the form of poems. In books that no one can find. I have competing desires. (If fear isn't a form of desire, self-protection is.)
This Choice: Amy MacLennan
This Choice is Who You Are has been my mantra these past years: a mantra for becoming the person I want to be. I […]
This Choice: Marion Cohen
This Choice is Who You Are has been my mantra these past years: a mantra for becoming the person I want to be. I […]
Stuff I Dug Out of the Mud
Dear Richard, That you should quote Dylan Thomas! Last night I watched Set Fire to the Stars. In it, Thomas says […]
Take Care, Take Care, Take Care
This is why I need running, too. The warrior-poet me moves (and does not think). Like you, she gets out of her head, presses against the earth - gives and takes in a space of quiet. It is time-out from self-analysis, conversation, and the mental struggling I do too often with other people. A rock is a rock, and it has no intention that I feel necessary to root out and interpret. The patch of snow, slick instead of crusty, had no intention to make me fall on my ass. I should probably learn to treat people as I do nature.
A New Year’s Letter to Theodora
This is a season of quiet. I want to retreat to a cabin in the valley for a few weeks. I want to pull away, and observe. Morning runs through the rustling, frozen underbrush.
Not to be talked to. Talked at. Fixed.
I want to reemerge into a world of details that have worked out their individual spats, sighed with relief, and gotten on with it all.
Without my well-intentioned interference.
This Choice: Nicole Rollender
This Choice is Who You Are has been my mantra these past years: a mantra for becoming the person I want to be. I […]
Owning Up to Beauty
There is a thickness to the dark. Sometimes the lake will freeze over and in the early morning I can hear the ice churn, as though some invisible hand has thumbed the string of a huge instrument. Cold can catch the wind itself along the shore. There's no way to take a good photo of the ice-encased shining in the dark, but it's a haunting image.
Considering a Seance
It is funny how memories are connected to places. Though sometimes inaccurately. They are free-floating, but put down roots. Like weeds, they will find a way. They will break through the concrete, they will travel over oceans. They tether themselves to whatever they can grab hold of. And will not be excised.
This Choice Xtra: Jerrod Schwarz
This is a transcript from the This Choice Podcast Xtra Voices 1. Be sure to listen to Jerrod reading his […]
This Choice: Xtra Voices 1
Oh, but if I could stay home and pay my bills with an interview a day, I would. But this […]
This Choice: Juliet Cook
This Choice is Who You Are has been my mantra these past years: a mantra for becoming the person I want to be. I […]
