“Time, time, time is on our side”

Maybe I'm lucky, in that I wouldn't have back my experience of "youth" for the world. Even if that means I have pain in my big toe, in my knees; bifocals and a tendency to say, "Huh?".

I'm lucky that because of my youth, I know that the rain that beats on the roof will eventually stop. And that all this political turmoil will pass, one way or another. And one way or another we move on. Regroup. Grow.

Forgive. I guess.

The One That’s all About the Space Heater

I dragged myself out of bed this morning and ran 6K on a sore ankle. The marathon is in 11 weeks. At this point, I really need my mind and body to make friends. Although right now, in the bibliotekette, with the space heater blowing on my ankle, the rosemary oil burning, and the red curtains pulled, I am peaceful. Optimistic, even. The sun will be up soon, and the skies are clear. There is a sparrow calling outside the window now, actually. Which reminds me that I need to check the feeder on the porch. The magpies eat from it. Greedy bullies.

Learning to Live with Things

The problem is, I'm thinking I need to purge again -to get control over all the "stuff" and clutter that is a disturbing white noise.

I imagine selling the house and moving into to a simple cottage, with a garden and a stream that flows just a stone's throw from a sunny porch. I'll get rid of all my costume jewelry and buy leather bracelets. Ditch the tailored clothes for paisley caftans.

I imagine a whole list of things I could acquire to successfully simplify my life. I could get up and leave.

The Best Connections

My favourite photo from the wedding is one that doesn't include me. Or E. or the boys, actually. It's the one that shows several of the people in my life meeting across social groups, so to speak. Colleagues, and friends and relatives - some who'd never met before - in a moment of joy. I feel privileged that those are the people I know and love, the people who love me (and E., of course). You captured something wonderful. It's the photo I'm most grateful for.

Poetics & The Good Life: A Manifesto

Poetry is a "made thing". But it's not just a pleasant rhyme, not a pretty little story with tidy conflicts and a reassuring resolution. Poetry demands a representation that somehow conveys living consciousness. It's transcendent of its own artificialness. And it is necessarily awesome, in the sense that it is also tinged with fear; if something conveys a true sense of life, it must also convey a sense of mortality. Poetry, as an art form, is not escapism. It is a confrontation with our truths.